meet love or cultivate inner peace?
Tsk i'm so hopeless at prioritizing now that you're in the equation.
I'll probably do the former because i havent seen you on two weeks and thats a pretty long time.we've got no plans yet, but then again, since when did we have a plan?
I remembered one of the first things i've ever told you was that all we need is a plan, and that happened eons ego before sparks flew.mmm.
Apr 26, 2010
Apr 23, 2010
boy's feeling better and less grumpy and more nonsensical as usual so thats a good start :)
its really kinda sweet that you always make a point to update me by text or call rather than wait for me to read fb.
and cross my fingers that weekend date will still be on!
is it just me or what but i seriously think that jamie cullum does a good cover of rihanna's dont stop the music.for one its a jazzy version and it'll alr win over half of me.if thats not enough thr's the exploding piano, jc with kinda husky-in-a-nice-way voice and messy hair, and loads of piano solo parts.nicee :)
its really kinda sweet that you always make a point to update me by text or call rather than wait for me to read fb.
and cross my fingers that weekend date will still be on!
is it just me or what but i seriously think that jamie cullum does a good cover of rihanna's dont stop the music.for one its a jazzy version and it'll alr win over half of me.if thats not enough thr's the exploding piano, jc with kinda husky-in-a-nice-way voice and messy hair, and loads of piano solo parts.nicee :)
Apr 20, 2010
Apr 15, 2010
" 'Love', this English word; like other English words it has tense. 'Loved', or 'will love', or 'have loved'. All these specific tense mean Love is time-limited thing. Not infinte. It only exist in particular period of time. In Chinese, Love is 爱. It has no tense, no past and future. Love in Chinese means a being, a situation, a circumstance. Love is existence, holding past and future.
If our love existed in the Chinese tense, then it will last forever. It will be infinte. "
-- Guo Xiaolu; A concise Chinese-English dictionary for lovers
If our love existed in the Chinese tense, then it will last forever. It will be infinte. "
-- Guo Xiaolu; A concise Chinese-English dictionary for lovers
Apr 14, 2010
sometimes i wonder between us, who set the rules and boundaries. is it you, or me?
tml's gonna be cultivate inner peace with myself day and i've got tons planned :)
then friday and saturday will be outing with many people day!i hope plans are not cancelled!
and sunday's back to work.
how on earth did i manage to find time for you for the past uh.one month or so?mmmm
tml's gonna be cultivate inner peace with myself day and i've got tons planned :)
then friday and saturday will be outing with many people day!i hope plans are not cancelled!
and sunday's back to work.
how on earth did i manage to find time for you for the past uh.one month or so?mmmm
Apr 10, 2010
today i woke up feeling like crap and i told myself i wanna timeout with him, you know like not see him for a week or two and see what happens.
i strike out options and came to a conclusion that 1) i'm not a longterm r/s person.am i? 2)i'm getting a little bored of this (uh whatever this messy thing is called) romance/relation. 3)something's missing.like by now we are used to how certain things go and the thrill is not really thr anymore.sure we still do crazy things but it doesnt give as much adrenaline as it used too. 4)i'm probably weird and insecure and selfish and bad and blahblahblah.
see its complicated? i think i need to seriously stop seeing him for a while and go out more with my friends and not think of him.mmm okay good plan.
anothor emo days and that gives me a reason to go shopping and make myself feel abit better :)
i wanna helium balloons, sunflower, dark chocolate, vanilla latte, glazed donut, greasy fried chicken and all other things that can make me smile.
gonna do more running swimming and situps. go go go.
i strike out options and came to a conclusion that 1) i'm not a longterm r/s person.am i? 2)i'm getting a little bored of this (uh whatever this messy thing is called) romance/relation. 3)something's missing.like by now we are used to how certain things go and the thrill is not really thr anymore.sure we still do crazy things but it doesnt give as much adrenaline as it used too. 4)i'm probably weird and insecure and selfish and bad and blahblahblah.
see its complicated? i think i need to seriously stop seeing him for a while and go out more with my friends and not think of him.mmm okay good plan.
anothor emo days and that gives me a reason to go shopping and make myself feel abit better :)
i wanna helium balloons, sunflower, dark chocolate, vanilla latte, glazed donut, greasy fried chicken and all other things that can make me smile.
gonna do more running swimming and situps. go go go.
Apr 5, 2010
mixed feelings.sometimes i really dont know what i want and all
you always seem to know the right button to push, to make me think twice every time i tell myself i want to call quits
i know its not fair to ask you question i dont even have answer myself, but still i wish i know what we'll be like in the future.
"damn those sweet memories
how do you, how do you sleep?"
you always seem to know the right button to push, to make me think twice every time i tell myself i want to call quits
i know its not fair to ask you question i dont even have answer myself, but still i wish i know what we'll be like in the future.
"damn those sweet memories
how do you, how do you sleep?"
Apr 2, 2010
Apr 1, 2010
dear leonie,
stop being so insecure, whinny and possesive.
you know right from the start that this is not going to be easy
and nobody said its gonna be easy either.
you've chosen a love thats hundred times crazier that what you can handle, and while the prize's a lot sweeter, the stakes are higher and the price to pay are directly propotional.
noone's stopping you if you wanna call it quits now, but doing that will not be following your heart, and you know you'll regret it someday.
so even if this is gonna be real hard challenging difficult insane and even a little depressing at times, have a little more faith; in love, in him, in yourself.
be brave and fight for the things you believe in and have always wanted.
love leonie
stop being so insecure, whinny and possesive.
you know right from the start that this is not going to be easy
and nobody said its gonna be easy either.
you've chosen a love thats hundred times crazier that what you can handle, and while the prize's a lot sweeter, the stakes are higher and the price to pay are directly propotional.
noone's stopping you if you wanna call it quits now, but doing that will not be following your heart, and you know you'll regret it someday.
so even if this is gonna be real hard challenging difficult insane and even a little depressing at times, have a little more faith; in love, in him, in yourself.
be brave and fight for the things you believe in and have always wanted.
love leonie
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